December 2011
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I'll be starting 2012 off with a surgery but even...
I was used and abused in 2011 and I still didn’t come out on top. That’s a little unfortunate but I have plans for 2012 that do not include me being shat on. I’m trying to stay positive even though its pretty damn hard with all the negative being shoved in my face.
I’m going to be ok and happy dammit.
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recruit-redman asked: I've seen some of your posts... I don't want to drag up any sad feelings but my heart breaks for you. You're such a strong woman and you deserve to be happy. You're wonderful.
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I’ll always know I cared, my heart was sincere and honest, and I gave it my all. It would’ve been cool to have been respected a little along the way.
I’m really just hurt. I’ve been used and I’m hurt.
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It's raining in Alabama
And my roof is leaking to the point that I HAVE to have a bucket to catch the rain.
Gimme a break.
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It’s the tragedy of loving, you can’t love anything more than something you...
– Jonathan Safran Foer (via saddest-summer)
I need
A fucking Xanax. Bad.
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I need a damn friend, but my best one is dead
To be honest, I’m at one of the lowest points I’ve been to in over five years. I am about to collapse. It is a cumulation of things that have brought me to this point.
I’m lonely, that sucks. But the fact that I was rejected and feel like a huge idiot sucks worse.vi was played. Fine, I can handle that.
However, for 5+ years I have failed to correctly deal with my husbands...
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Y'all, tonight I am Cinderella
And Billy Reid was the fairy godmother that dressed me for the ball.
I feel special.
I have a black tie event tonight.
But no dress.
I’ve got someone trying to find me a sample. Wish me luck.
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Sometimes
My little girl really breaks my heart. Really.
She’s such a little dreamer and lover and I wish I could make her as happy as she deserves to be.
Anonymous asked: You should do some self-portrait nudes. They're the most satisfying (and no fear of shrivel as previous anon mentions). Plus, you have a rockin' bod.
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supersonicelectronic replied to your post: Are you photographing nudes for your classes? I find those awkward. Last year they brought this hairy guy in with a mad case of shrivel. All balls no shaft.
Need a model? hahaha
I might, but that would require one to travel to Alabama.
Anonymous asked: You striking up some romance with shoes? or the tea?
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Ginger Green Tea
Meh
Anonymous asked: Hey sister, have you maimed yourself yet today?
Anonymous asked: Are you photographing nudes for your classes? I find those awkward. Last year they brought this hairy guy in with a mad case of shrivel. All balls no shaft.
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Anonymous asked: Just wanted to say... You are absolutely amazing. You are an inspiration, motivation, and incredible human being. Stay strong and BTW - I LOVEEEEEEEE your hair. LOVEEE.
borzage asked: Wow. Sorry to hear of your troubles. House broken into? It's happened to me before. Awful feeling. Hope it gets better.
Anonymous asked: How's it going dude?
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So...
Now an opportunity has come up for me to tour Amsterdam and Brussels with a group.
Don’t think I’ll be able to swing it but damn I wish I could.
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Anonymous asked: You are the definition of yummy mummy--and I mean that as a true compliment.
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